Friday, June 10, 2005

Sigh.... sian.... sad....

borin life... stagnent work... seriously wondering how on earth did i ended this way... wasting my life... everything seemed pointless at this time... everything that i achieved, i done, i experienced, i fought for will be gone with the wind, when i'm six feet under.... so wat the heck with me fightin and tryin to struggle for survival in this cruel world n society...

hey, dun think i'm tryin to write my last will or testimonial... COZ I AM NOT...
juz tat maybe today's kinda too blue.... and in constrast I shld be happy coz its the weekend already....


recently spotted a nice blog from lee ming (deyi librarian)... it was awarded best international blogger site... and she does offer stuff tat girls kinda like... and for the GUYS... maybe it'll b a site for ur references as to wat most girls needs and wants....

www.xiaxue.blogspot.com

enjoy... while i ponder away wat to do nxt and maybe complete the report i'm suppose to...

Friday, June 03, 2005

Happiest Day :>

365 days ago... on tis very same day... I was still hard at work and even after work I still had to rush down to Tampines from Ang Mo Kio... to help out at my uncle's medical shop. Afterwhich, I received an sms, asking wat time I'm going home, do I need a ride... never did I expect... it became the ride of my life....

Driving me to a secluded area in Ponggol... searching for the stars in the sky for mi... it was a windless nite and the place was kinda packed with ppl fishing and strollin... he popped the question... but I hestitated... he was disappointed... he persisted... and when he sent mi home... I agreeded...

Looking back, it seemed like oni ytd, when it happened.... and now he becomes indispensable in my life...

2 days ago, when i was at home, he sms and told mi he was going to be late... later on, he called and mentioned he'll be coming by later to fetch mi... but since after the call... i waited for an hour... to no sign of his car... was wondering wat was e delay... tried calling his handphone and it was engaged... " maybe the batt flat" but as time passed... i was beginning to wonder... if something actually happened... tried to call a couple times more... still off... called his brothers... no one answered too... another hour passed.... i was on my feet and out the door... tryin hard to spot his vehicle... every cab and car tat might possibly haf in him... but none... den at 10pm, he sms and said he's coming... my heart sank....

when he appeared at my door step, he looked tired n exhausted.... he looked unhurt... thus i pondered and asked wat had happened... he was smiling... n passed me a FEDEX n told mi to open...
thinkin it must e my surprise for our anniversary... inside it was yet another box... den... i saw my watch... shaped in a spaceman helmet... i was stunned n speechless.... he was missing for so long juz to get my watch done... *my poor dearie* gone thru so much to get e stuff for mi n put in some much effort it make it perfect n nice for mi... i'm so touched...

lookin at wat i've done for him, i'm so belittled...
**wonder if he likes mine present for him...**

Wednesday, June 01, 2005